Bloody weather ruined riding outside so I went to the gym. And I wish I had just taken the day off. The stationary bike sucked my will to live and after 40 boring, awful, lame-ass minutes and only 11 miles I gave up, raced a half mile on the treadmill, and came home. Working out like this is worse than just missing a workout. I feel frustrated and lame and weak. I'm shopping online for a rain jacket now. I don't want to talk about this anymore. Lets pretend it never happened.